Hey, I’m Alex Bush.
At 52, I was out of shape, out of energy, and out of patience with myself. I finally turned some of the commitment I’d spent giving everyone else toward taking care of myself.
What started as a physical transformation didn’t stay one. It made me question how I thought, why I reacted the way I did, and how much of the person I’d become was actually someone I’d chosen to be.
This is where I write about that ongoing work. If you’re wondering whether it’s too late to change something about yourself or your life, I wrote it for you too.
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Want the story behind the transformation?
Read Transforming Your Life at 53: A Personal Journey →
Want to explore happiness, identity, and why we change?
Start with Are You Happy? →
Essay Series
A connected series about happiness, identity, and change. Start with the first essay and follow the reading order below.
- Trilogy Part 1 — Are You Happy?
- Trilogy Part 2 — The Other Side of Uncomfortable
- Trilogy Part 3 — The Destination
- Understanding Why We Became Who We Became in the First Place
- Can We Let Go of Who Used to Lead Us?
- Find the Meaning First
- Can We Grieve the Version That Saved Us?
- And Then What?
Motivation Monday
Short weekly posts, originally written for the UG.
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The UnderGround

Posts about the people, the accountability, and finding your pack.
- Find Your People
- When a Lone Wolf Finds the Pack
- Breaking The Silence
- Happy Thanksgiving Eve
- Merry Christmas!
- This Is Who I Am, And Who I’ll Remain
- Supra Human MOTY Deep Dive – Ben Shortreed
Reflections
Standalone pieces on mindset, growth, and understanding ourselves.
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